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03:05am 07/11/2008
   "Do your own thing, wherever you have to do it and whenever you want. Drop out. Leave society as you have known it. Leave it utterly. Blow the mind of every straight person you can reach. Turn them on, if not to drugs, then to beauty, love, honesty, fun."

hug and kiss and pinch and smack!   
02:42am 25/09/2008
  MAN HASSLE... wapak e.

07:10pm 11/10/2005
mood: grumpy
hehe... ngayon lng ulit to ha! bat kaya may mga kupal? at masarap kupalin? hehehe... IKAW UN dmo alam? lumayas kna d2! ayaw na kita makita d2 sa lj! baduy mo! sarap mong patayin!
you are a scenester!   
02:10pm 19/12/2004
i am a scenester!

How indie are you?
test by ridethefader

You are so indie it hurts. You hang out with the coolest people in your city. It doesn't even bother
you that none of them know your name. You know lots of bands personally, you know a couple of
guys from We Hate The Mainstream Records, and you blag your way into getting almost
everything for free. That fanzine you write gives you extra kudos. You probably don't
even care that non-scenesters think you're a pretentious fuck.
08:08pm 18/12/2004
  mali pla ung username pla ni kuya ay ku_pa_l_oid. ayan add nyo nlng sya! heehehe</span>  
07:43pm 18/12/2004
mood: numb

ang aga ko dito sa bahay! ang boring pa! pero masaya ako dahil ang pagasa ko ay nasa kamay na ni marco (skul)! wahaha...

ang cute cute sobra ng baby ni mats at ni marco (umd) gusto ko na iuwi! pumayag naman siya nung tinanong ko eh.

galing ako kila ariel at ang dami kong nanenok na cd! yes! wahahaha...

pero ang lungkot na malapit na kasing magpasko! badtrip! sna matapos na agad!

badtrip yung mga tao kung kelan mo kelangan dun sila wala lahat!

at eto pa may lj narin si kuya john! kaya mga nakakakilala sa kanya add nyo na sya!!! eto username nya ku_pa_loid


11:24pm 18/10/2004
mood: touched
uy gitano siguro darating din ang tamang panahon.... maiisip mo rin yung mga sinabi ko sayo.... tawa lng tayo ng tawa! basta masaya ako nakilala kita...
may i know who's on the line ......   
07:50pm 16/10/2004
mood: lonely

i wasn't able to talked to fallin_thursday and fat_fingers because i was sooo wasted last night. it felt like i was floating on the water.  i couldn't move.

i spend my day talking on the phone for hours. i called up boom to tell her that her nincompoop ex thinks that im taking his side...

my long lost friend/crush called me, he keeps on telling me that he missed me. (huh!) the last time we talked was 2 months ago. duh?! what's new ??? he still has a girlfriend!!!

i hate this house!!!

mapagpanggap nga naman sya.......   
02:25am 14/10/2004
mood: annoyed

masaya ako kse knina pumasok ako at nakita ko si blah blah... pucha ang kulet ni dang talagang tinabi nya ako dun... hehehe... pero ok lng ang saya naman sobra eh... kse puch d ko maexplain ung feeling! sus! baka naiihi lng ako! hehehe... pero eto knina tumawag si chics pistols at galit parin dun sa nangyari nung saturday at sabi kausapin ko daw si manager para daw malaman ko na totoo sinasabi nya tungkol kay kumag! ayun nagulat ako... may mga tao talagang mapagpanggap... kung sino pa pinagkakatiwalaan mo at pinagtatanggol mo yun pa manloloko sau... ok lng hindi ko naman siguro kawalan yun eh... basta ako alam ko kung sino ang totoong nagiilusyon lng! wahahahaha....


tulugan blues...   
01:57pm 13/10/2004
mood: crazy

haaayyy.... salamat ngayon ko lang ulit na tikman ang sarap ng tulog na matagal ko ng inaasamasam....

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kick start   
10:28pm 11/10/2004
mood: sick
We need a kick start
We need a quick solution
We need a next step
If we're really going
If we're really going

We sit on our couch
While we watch our TV
And the phone doesn't ring
And it's perfect

To be here playing house
Is no comfort to me
It's just more of the same
Again and again and again

We need a kick start
We need a quick solution
We need a next step
If we're really going
If we're really going

Trying so hard
To dig ourselves out
Cause we're stuck and we're scared
And we're thinking
Things have to change
It's the thoughts that don't count
Can something be done?
Don't let this decision drag on

We need a kick start
We need a quick solution
We need a next step
If we're really going
If we're really going

We need a big push
To reach the right conclusion
So we can get there
If we're really going
If we're really going
Let's go.

We need a quick solution
We need a next step
To reach the right conclusion
We need a kick start
We need a kick start
sleepless in laguna   
01:41pm 11/10/2004
mood: exhausted


                                    pucha patulugin nyo 'ko.... pls lng!!!!

duh??? who cares??? ah! i know someone who does.....   
01:18am 09/10/2004
mood: contemplative

"parang kyo pero hindi stage"

<tiNamaAn Ka n0h!>

uhmm..why do they keep themselves
Why do they hold hands
whenever they stroll in glorietta or megamall?
why are they
spending way too much
time on the phone with each other???abuTin
ng mAdaLing aRaw!! sila
kaya??....im sure you
heard some of this questions.. or if ever
nangyari na cguro sa
inyo..ung tipong wala kyong masagot sa mga
na ito.. you have
an answer pero laging ewan ko.. " parang
pero hindi"...
this parang kyo pro hindi stage or more on
as the MU or mutual
understanding. What is it really??.. it is a
phase where the persons
involved are more than friends but not quite
lovers. There might be
an agreement or a mutual understanding. One
both of them may have
admitted their feelings pero wala talagang
agreement.. they
just let their gestures do the talking for them..

just like in the stories MU can happen at
different stages for
different reason. It can be happen AFTER A
RELATIONSHIP.. .for a time it can be fun pero
sure you know na may
kapalit lahat ng happenings nyo?like first " YOU
TO COMMIT" since walang kayong
pwede mag demand ng
commitment from your partner...or the other
na hinde talaga pwede maging kau its COZ
COMMITMENT sya sa IBA. Ano ba kayo??!!!

will always be
uncertain about your role in his life. D mo
pwedeng i-expect na
nandyan sya lage for you or call you every time
and kung na feel mo
na nagselos ka sa iba you just have to keep it
yourself... again
another is "YOU
HIS/HER TRUE FEELINGS" kahit na sobrang
ka pa sa knya d ka
parin sure kung ganun din na feel nya sayo.
may be just assuming
too much.. even if you are dying to tell him you
love him you
can't.. because you're not sure if he'll like
it.. baka mapahiya ka
lang dba??!!.. this stage will always make you
wonder where you are
in the relationship or kung meron nga ba

I know na MU relationship are really cool kse
can enjoy things
lovers do without commitment pero in return
sakit din.. kse pano
kung masyado ka nang maging attached sa
ung tipong laki ng
asa mo na magiging KAYO tlga.. na hindi ka na
nagentertain ng iba
dahil sa kanya..pro only to find out na he/she is
pala or MAS LOVE nya ung kapartner nya than

so if your having this parang kayo pero
hindi relationship
the only way to figure what is the real score is
to TALK...if ever
na nothings happen sa inyo it means na wala
talaga..or he/she chose his/her partner than u...
and that's the
sign na u have to move on.. ok????
though it hurts a lot,you don't have a choice eh.
mUv oN kNa n0h, nyWeiz iTs hiS Loss n0t


*fallin_thursday  nabasa ko to galing kay Lorens... para sau yata to eh! wahahaha.....

tangna pare ayokong manganak!!! ung emergency pinapanuod namen tpos un ung palabas... nangingilo ako!!! eeeeeeiiiii.... pucha ang sakit!!! ikaw gusto mo manganak??? gusto ko lng ng baby pero ayoko manganak!!! pano ba to? wahahaha... wla lng end of sharing!

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adventures and misadventures....   
11:49pm 08/10/2004
mood: contemplative

Everything that ever happens is not about the world, it's about you.  What does it do to you, how does it make you feel, what does your reaction to it tell you about yourself?  The thing about being human is, it doesn't come with an owner's manual, so you have to figure out how you work all by yourself.  It's mostly hit-and-miss, and that's the great thing about being alive.



02:44am 08/10/2004
mood: cold

from the first time i saw him i fell inlove and no matter what the price is you can't get away from love..........

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everyone is invited!!!   
12:14am 08/10/2004
mood: cold

sa saturday na po ang celebration ng birthday namin ni kristel punta

nalang kau dito sa haybol!!!  kainan, tawanan at inuman magdamag!!!

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biyaheng langit...   
02:17am 06/10/2004
mood: gloomy




cloudyfields sana maisama mo kami sa paraisong iyong tinatahak....

                              na biyaheng patungong langit.....

01:41am 06/10/2004
mood: lonely

"habang tumatagal lumalala, laging nagwawala, tumitindi, umiinit, sumasakit ang dibdib...."

ano ba ito feeling ko naiinlove ako pero kanino at saan??? ang labo ko!

pero masarap yung feeling na ganito. sana wag na syang matapos...

pero baket ganon wala naman akong nagugustuhan basta masarap yung feeling

naiinlove na yata ako sa hangin....

kaya pla madalas akong nakatawa kahit walang dahilan...

pero pagdating dito sa bahay feeling ko may namimiss ako kahit magisa lang ako buong araw???

kanina naglalakad ako lagi akong nababanga kse natutulala ako...wahaha...

ang kulet! habang naglalakad wala ako sa isip, pero natututlala ako

at paulit ulit ko pang ginagawa....

parang ang dami kong dapat gawin at gustong gawin pero kahit isa wla akong ma-umpisahan...

gusto ko lng matulala ng walang iniisip...

malapit ko na yatang maabot ang langit.....

sana nga kse gusto ko ng yakapin ang ulap, titigan ang mga bituin at humiga sa buwan...

ay mali gusto ko pla kumain ng clouds at tumira sa stars!!! hehehe....

first love...   
12:49am 06/10/2004
mood: lonely

Saigo no kisu wa

tabacco no flavor gashita

ni gakute setsunai kaori

Ashita no ima go niwa

anata wa doko ni irun darou

dare wo omotte irun darou

You are always gonna be my love

itsuka dare kato mata koi ni ochitemo

i'll remeber to love

you taught me how

you are always gonna be the one

imawa mada kanashii love song

atarashii-uta utaero made

tachitomaru jikan ga

ogokidasoutoshiteru wasurekakunai koto bakari

ashita no ima go niwa

watashi wa kitto naiteru

anata wo omotte irun darou

You will always be inside my heart

itsumo anata dake no basyo ga arukara

i hope i have a place in your heart too

now and forever you are still the one

imawa mada kanashii love song

atarshii-uta utaeru made

You are always gonna be my love

itsuka dare kato mata koi ni ochitemo

i'll remeber to love

you taught me how

you are always gonna be the one

imawa mada kanashii love song

atarashii-uta utaeru made


11:09pm 04/10/2004
mood: silly

sexploited, stop molesting those young boys...hehehhe.... a message from fat_fingers ano ito???  oi what do you think of me???

how stupid of me to waste my time molesting young boys when i have you around! wahahaha...

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